I'm not writing this blog for anyone other than myself. I don't expect that people will read it. I am just hoping it helps me get over my broken heart.
February 2012 - my dad hung himself
November 2012 - I was dumped by my girlfriend of 2 years
The most recent comment I've heard that she's said is "it was over before her dad died, I just had to look after her". I wouldn't mind so much if she had looked after me but she wasn't even there for me. I'm over-sensitive, I know, but deep down I've known for the past year or so that she's not wanted to be with me and we argued loads about it, yet she still led me on. Why didn't she just dump me at the start? Yes it would have hurt, a lot, but this past year haven't been the best and it wouldn't have prevented a lot of heartache. Guess I should have dumped her. Sat at home (we lived apart) crying my eyes out cos I knew she didn't want me. But I kept asking her and telling her that's how I felt and she reassured me I was wrong. But I wasn't. Guess my sixth sense didn't fail me.
